Well then, moving on

Ever notice how desire to do something rarely translates into actually doing it? Or are you completely unlike me and actually a productive person?

Today I’m moving forward trying out a few new things. Spend less time goofing off on those crazy intertubez and more time doing something a bit more productive. I’m not so much hoping for something magical to happen, I kinda still like my lazy self, but talk is cheap and makes people (read: me) fat. Analyze this and think about that and read this other thing and blah blah blah…

Fuck it.
I don’t do shit for other people. I do them for me. And trying to be impressive to other people doesn’t get me anywhere because I really don’t want to impress people. I don’t care what you think I look like. I know that, because if I did, then the thought of getting all slim and sexay and buff to show off would actually translate into my ass in the gym… and it doesn’t. It hasn’t for years.

Frankly, the intertubez has ruined my waistline. Forums have robbed me of the will to DO shit, by allowing me to talk about shit. Talking about shit is much easier than doing it, see, and so the more I talk, the less I do.

It doesn’t matter where I go on the intertubez, I still get the same result of ass not in gym. So, I leave the intertubez behind, somewhat, and concentrate more on just doing and not talking. No more posted workouts here, because that’s just a pain in the fucking ass anyway. I don’t care if anyone sees what I did (or didn’t, most usually) do, and I doubt anyone who reads (wait, that’s not anyone anyway) cares what I did or didn’t do. So fuck it.

Really, why bother anyway? Noone comes here except to read a post about FFXII anyway. Might as well just talk about porn and music and shit. At least then it’ll be something interesting to me. Now let’s go find some hentai!

Speaking of pr0n, I might be in lurve of Stoya…

PS. Damn the fucking cat dropped a HUGE one. pew!

3 Responses to “Well then, moving on”

  1. Andrea Says:

    Aoife, I love this post and thank you for putting everythin g out there.

    I read your logs on jpfitness and I find a lot to nod my head to . . . the “not good enough” line of thought is crazy but still there.

    Please take care, and I’m sending you (and myself) support!

  2. Paula Says:

    ha ha ha. Sorry but the cat dropping a big one is a familiar scene at my place.

    I get what you are saying. Especially now since starting the 70×7 project. You end up having to choose very carefully what you want to get done.

  3. Calin Says:

    Well now, the interubez isn’t all bad, if you use it right :)

    If you use a camera, as in handheld tiny cheap camcorder, that will later translate into video and youtube and such, then it can be a very good thing. Cause you won’t be filming yourself posting on forums, oh no, you can actually do shit, out in the parks, around the people and the streets and the pigeons and the trees, and film it, and then share it on the tubez :)

    Just an idea. I don’t share most of the videos I make, because most of them are junk, or my computer crashes too often and I can’t edit as I’d like, but the filming helps a bunch, and gets me out there in the world, as opposed to on the forums ;)

    Liquidrive from that JP forum (just joined today :P

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