bored in the barrel

Isn’t it always how the last bit of a semester goes? There’s not much left, just all this crap. A few things that are kinda big. Nothing too bad.
A scene to memorize for a final grade in acting.
Lighting for the dance and poetry readings for student showcase.
Refinement of a previous presentation so [...]

so much more relaxed. I’m coming up with solutions to problems that have been bugging me for a bit. must be less mental clutter. Now I know how I can make a book without ripping my hair out in the process. heh.
time for to get back to sleep. now that the [...]

…that tomorrow evening peace will come. That tomorrow night I can sleep. Without help, without anxiety or worry or fear plaguing me, poisoning me, keeping me in wakeful suspension, mind unable to rest as thoughts race in endless circles going nowhere, accomplishing nothing.
I’m so close to falling apart. I’m so cracked. [...]