bored in the barrel

bright white hill atop green lantern skies
wishful petals up down fall through
wands cherry telling past our needless senses
yellow blurs a windy through
fiery snow blazes heat warm thorns
as new life comes poking through

I sit in darkness
reaching
in still quiet
cradled
floating
drifting
away
Breaking through
a sound
a light
blaring
glaring
bright
I am still in the darkness
in the quiet
not reaching without
but within
i find stillness
suspended
floating
drifting
away
In the darkness
In the quiet
There is no more

It is currently rather nice out. I’m in a tree-covered courtyard at school, in the shade, with a nice breeze. I’m bummed it won’t last, it’ll either get too hot or too cold, but for now it’s good.
I’m letting myself down, getting a bit behind on homework, but still able to make it [...]

…Hasn’t posted to his blog in 2 months. He’s such a slacker. Where’s you’re workouts, babe?
Yes, I’m calling your ass out.

If you happen to be in town (Raleigh, NC) from the 19th to the 25th (except sunday the 23rd)… Peace College is putting on a performance of Ibsen’s “A Doll House” nightly at 7:30. Tickets are $15 (the page is wrong). see Peace Theatre
Come on by and take in a show. It’ll [...]

The bookstores have this “wonderful” book that has tons of “sexy” ideas for knitting. We have a picture of one of these “fine” creations here: knit pasties.
mmmm…. isn’t that “hot”?
Too bad “You Knit What?” is no longer around… that’s SO one for the history bookz.

ipod cap Now tell me that isn’t just totally dumb. Seriously, people. *rolleyes*

Really? … Really?

I’m exhausted. I rarely have the energy for a workout, certainly not one of any decent intensity. I spend most of my weekdays in classes or doing homework, my evenings doing homework or housework, and my weekends cleaning. I don’t sleep through the night, and it’s really wearing me down.
Everything winds up [...]

WTF dude? Why the hell do people think we come to the internet café to listen to them talk on the damn phone? Why? Why the hell can’t they pull out their damn phone so that they don’t feel the need to shout? (I know, I know… they would still be [...]

I need to get a handle on my new routine. I had a routine, and then school came and now my day looks different than it did 3 weeks ago. I have not adjusted, and my ability to stay on top of shit has suffered.
So, obviously, I need to get into a new [...]

That’s really where I want to be. On top of everything. The house, workouts, school and schoolwork, eating, budget, organization… everything. I want this zen of just having everything move smoothly along, doing what I need to do and not thinking twice about it.
Getting there is the hard part.
I’m better than I [...]

Holy SHIT I have to remember to bring a book next time. Sooooo boring. I mean, seriously. UGH. There’s a reason I don’t go to church (other than that whole atheism thing…) It’s fucking boring as hell.
Actually, prolly not so much. Hell should be more interesting than some sermon by [...]