bored in the barrel

You know, if you don’t like me, don’t fucking pretend you do. Because, I hate to tell you (well, not really) but all your pretending is all for naught. If you don’t like me, you’re not genuine, and I can fucking tell. I don’t care, but I can tell. And, for what it’s worth, 99.9999999% of the time, I’m only tolerating your ass out of obligation anyway, so cut the shit out. You’re wasting your time pretending to like someone you don’t… who doesn’t fucking like you and doesn’t give a shit where you stand when it comes to her. So don’t worry, you won’t hurt my feelings if you stop pretending and just shut the fuck up when I’m around. But you will save me from having to listen to your obnoxious ass… so really… it’s all good.

Now go drink some antifreeze and let me get back to my life.

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Found this in the draft section…
And, it kinda felt apropriate to post today. For reasons I won’t really get into, and a story I won’t bother posting about…
The original reason for this post escapes me… It was long ago and not terribly important… just annoying. And you know me… I get the annoying out quick… so it’ll stop fucking annoying me.

Let’s just say that sometimes, it’s better to not worry about someone’s feelings. It’s narcissistic anyway, to think you’ll soooo hurt someone if they find out you don’t like them. Puh-leeeeze. You are not so damn fucking awesome as to be worth fretting over.

And, no… this isn’t a “I don’t care anyway” knee-jerk reaction to something… I’ve just found that the people in my life over the years who pretend to like me but don’t… are the same people I could never stand to be around. If they would have just admitted that they weren’t too keen on me… we’d all have been much less irritated. But they were either worried about my feelings…

…or more likely worried they’d look like a bad person if they didn’t like someone.
Funny how most of them spent all their time trying to be good girls for heaven’s sake… didn’t they learn that their god could see into their hearts and minds… and so the charade was useless anyway?

Some people are dumb.
The rest are fucking asshats.

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