bored in the barrel

I should never be allowed near a computer when I skip my meds. It’s a freekin anticonvulsant, for Pete’s sake. What the fuck is up with the flakey mood shit? I believe this is a situation in which I should consult my health care professional.
But anyway…
I have a lot of things that [...]

I am worth nothing.
That one simple truth, I’ve been trying to fight for a fucking decade now….
I am worth nothing.
I bring nothing.
I earn nothing.
I only take away.
I am worth nothing.
I do nothing.
I am nothing.
I do not want this. I thought… I tried to be more. I am not.
There is something wrong with [...]

Today, the award goes to the red Porsche Carrera with the dented in back side. Wish I had gotten her plate.
Now today was an interesting delema. There were acutally 2 douches up for the award, the blue Toyota Matrix that cut me off when there was only about 5 feet between me and [...]

It’s raining. It’s kinda nice. Rain is the perfect companion to feeling terribly domestic. Some cooking, some cleaning, run a few errands in a bit (don’t really wanna do that part, but I will), and otherwise just chillin, listenin to cds…
There is a lot of crap on my mind, things that [...]

Since I’ve listened to U2. Happens to be playing at the moment on my iTunes, I have it on a smartlist that picks the stuff with a zero playcount. It’s kinda odd. I like U2, at least the days of Actung Baby and Zooropa (i likey lemons), but I never listen to [...]

School is done. And now comes the part of lamenting the nearly a grade highers, and otherwise not giving a shit, because I am done.
….. until next year.
I’ve been thinking about it a bit, and I think when I am finally done with postgrad, I think I’ll just teach. I mean, not only [...]